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I Just wanted to start out and say thank you for checking out my blog/website. I wanted to write a little about myself. My name is Dawn and I grew up in upstate NY (please don't ask me where in the city I am from,, I said Upstate =) I grew up in a very small town to a very loving mother and a not so easy to get along with father. I have always been overweight as far back as I can remember. I know I was tiny as a toddler and very young child but by the age of 9 I was no longer tiny. By 13 I was well into the 100's by 20 well into my 200's and this is where I have debated on rather I would put my actual weight as of today down,, not sure I am ready so let's just say I am what the doctors would categorize as super morbidly obese..now I am not 400 lbs but scary to think if I don't start changing I am well on my way. I really don't like that at my teen years I was 100+, in my 20's 200+, and well in my 30's scary but yes I have tipped the scales at that. Now in my 40's I do not in anyways want the trend to be 400 or more. I gain 100 lbs each decade,, oh my god I just realized that,,I gain at least 10 lbs a year ... ouch. I am at a point where I MUST change, I don't feel good mentally or physically,, it is time to put some action behind my words. My hope is I will stop stuffing my emotions, believe me I am full of emotions, and blog every single emotion I have..I will rant, rave, whine, cry, laugh, tell stories so be ware I am a person who has panic/anxiety attacks (yes depression obviously goes with that), and my mind never shuts off. so be prepared for rambling and sometimes all over the place type posts but that is my commitment,,to just type my feelings and thoughts so I don't eat them like I have ALWAYS done. Time to get real.
* I want this to be a safe place not just for me but for anyone else who adds comments to my blogs so with that said, if I feel anyone is saying something just to be mean and a bully I reserve the right to delete your post and I will with no apologies,, I have been bullied all of my life and I refuse to let it happen on my blog not just to me but anyone else.. I love feedback but it must be constructive and not said to purposely hurt anyone. Oh and so sorry if my sentences are not always the most clear,,I am typing from my heart and not for a School English paper.
* I want this to be a safe place not just for me but for anyone else who adds comments to my blogs so with that said, if I feel anyone is saying something just to be mean and a bully I reserve the right to delete your post and I will with no apologies,, I have been bullied all of my life and I refuse to let it happen on my blog not just to me but anyone else.. I love feedback but it must be constructive and not said to purposely hurt anyone. Oh and so sorry if my sentences are not always the most clear,,I am typing from my heart and not for a School English paper.